beingryanjude

just as i rested my head last night, i felt the need to write.

i'm glad i made the decision to simply fall asleep. felt swell.

God gave me a message the day before last.

i have developed a problem.

He saved me this time--as sort of a second chance.

i need to better my honesty.

that's really important. at least, to me.

He has helped me through a lot in the past weeks.

i must be grateful. i am.

within the past weeks--i've seen a lot of wanting the future.

i used to feel that way.

but i want to live now.

i will want to live then.

but i'm busy with now.

why do we have to rush?

i want to have a better understanding of life before i get there.