29 September 2009


i want to improve my style.
my photography.
my writing.
my honesty.
my knowledge.
my thoughts.
my self.

i'm working on all of this.
with a little help from my friends.
but i'm doing most of it.
because this all is for my self.
not you.
simply me.

27 September 2009

i'm still waiting.
i miss a lot of people (especially the past few days).
life is enjoyable.
love will come.
i will continue to patiently wait.

24 September 2009


fools rush in.
i cannot rush anything.
i feel desperate at times when i should not.
i need to sit back and wait.
if i await for it, it will come beautifully.
that's what i'm hoping for.
beauty. together.

i've been thinking about this night a lot.

22 September 2009

just as i rested my head last night, i felt the need to write.
i'm glad i made the decision to simply fall asleep. felt swell.

God gave me a message the day before last.
i have developed a problem.
He saved me this time--as sort of a second chance.
i need to better my honesty.
that's really important. at least, to me.

He has helped me through a lot in the past weeks.
i must be grateful. i am.

within the past weeks--i've seen a lot of wanting the future.
i used to feel that way.
but i want to live now.
i will want to live then.
but i'm busy with now.
why do we have to rush?
i want to have a better understanding of life before i get there.